i am no control freak.. but, at least i hv always kept things under control. sometimes things do get outta hand, and yes it’s tough to handle, being torn in between. but i can tell u, i’m trying my best to let things go back into control. all i need is to take a breather occasionally, may i? when u dun understand, and u make wild guesses, and then u jump into conclusions, pls dun give me tat attitude. i dun like it. People always like to believe in wad they assume, dun they? wad else can i say?