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当你被太多有的没的压地传不过气，
你是否突然问自己，
我到底在做什么，在想什么东西啊？！
我到底做对了吗？我的想法和决定到底对吗？？

当身边的人一个两个做的和想的都和自己有距离，
渐渐地觉得可能她们才是对的，可能自己是时候改了。。
到底应该还是不应该？？？？？

忽然好多问号哦。。。

我要疯掉了，我真的没有想太多。。
只是相同的事情一而再，再而三地发生
不仅让我反复得问自己这些问题
却似乎结论都是算了吧，最后还是得不到答案。。

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我在心里呐喊：
“难道，做人就不能真一点吗？！”

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放工了，回家了！

hahaaha.. earlier posted some photos.. now more.. hehee… i only spent 4 years in this school… and i din even graduate in the sch.. and i din make a proper farewell to my dear frenz.. i tot feelings should not be that attached.. but i stil missed those times.. where all of us are kids.. recess time catching! even during class, the reading corners! during rainy days, our mothers will be there to change our shoes to slippers.. after sch, our mothers will wait for us in the canteen… my mother.. she will bring me to lunch.. i remember tat vegetarian stall.. where i mistook vege.charsiew for chilli -.-.. oh those times……….

now where are my pri.5 and 6 classmates.. i still remember them though… mayb it’s last 2 yrs of pri. sch memory is more vivid.. those basketball matches.. now i cant imagine myself playing basketball at all.. hahaa… and all the frenz and teammates and coach… i miss them all.. but i dun stay there anymore, no longer do i hv any chance to bump into anyone on the streets so tat i can get their contacts.. sad.. no emails no contacts.. this two yrs only left as memories.. not even a photo.

so tired! juz start of my sem onli..
i feel so tired out le..
both days come back i wana slp after bathing immediately
omg.. i din even bother to turn on the tv…Zzzzz
ytd first class multimedia stil quite interesting..
gg to touch on FLASH.. finally..
(but Fireworks + Dreamweaver.. zzzz at wrk oredi everyday face it le lehhh)
anyway.. today’s dsa class.. i feel like banging the wall..
reali buang lehhhh… ahbish~
put aside the two jokers beside me.. xdb and wakao..
all the selectionsort, mergesort, insertionsort, quicksort, heapsort……
sort sort sort until i go SOT!!!!!
the tutor warned tat there will be real LOTS of programming
and we GOTTA UNDERSTAND well in order to do well..
assignments.. exams… all programming in JAVA!!!
i can sense he is tryin his best to slow down on the first class
but these java ppl ar… too smart.. process too fast le…
which means subsequent classes he is gg to speed up!
duno how i am goin to catch up~~~ argghh…
java reali is not my cup of coffee lahhh~~ i prefer tea……..=(

FRIDAY
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so i lost to the evil forces..
but strictly speaking, i havent paid yet leh!
can i dun pay? hahahaa…. aiya gey gao meh =p
but it was a nice concert though~~
could hv been better of cos.. hahaa
obviously UFM 100.3 din do a good job..
the oh-ah-bey-ah-som part was kinda 冷场 lor！*pengz*
but at least i heard songs i wana hear.. hehee..
HARLEM is the BEST~~ hahaa..
戒不掉，春泥，爱转动，宽容，过火，假装，舞娘，勇气，可惜不是你…
真是意“油“未尽！因为听出耳油了~ 哈！

tats wad my k750i snapped -.-

SATURDAY
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a busy busy day! =D
woke up to go paradiz centre meet bro with dad/auntie for lunch..
bd treat to bro frm me… @ tao’s.. a nice place! delicious!!
juz a bit unconvenient though… hehehe..

after a sumptuous lunch… i rushed back to yishun
our primary sch Naval Base Primary is havin a carnival!
with peiyu and peiyan back to show our support for siyin~
too bad JS cant be there le…
but i saw a ‘fren’ whom i dun reali remember who she is
(can see frm the photo below) but she remembered me though 0.o

anyway wow… nowadays pri. sch kids are juz a group of lucky bastards!
having mini golf driving range.. gyms.. beautiful and colorful classrooms~!
and music in the background they play is Hollaback Girl and Bad Day -.-
if not for their size, i din felt like i’m in a pri. sch at all~
but most of the times, we were enjoying ourselves with photo taking again~
juz like VIPs of the photo printing stall, we took and printed out ALOT..
as if we were models for them, they took and printed for us for free~
wahhaaa~~~~ =p

and next stop is orchard with mei and dez! hahaa…
shopping for her convo clothes..
wooooo $75 for a mango formal shirt.. really nice… but ex =X
and REALLY difficult to find a formal nice shirt nowadays leh!
i guess it’s bcoz ladies nowadays seldom wear shirt??
hahaha everywhere is packed and queues.. bobian gotta dine at Sakae..
and then headed to Dez’s hse.. haha first time visit his hse..
quite neat leh.. given a guy’s room..
at least there are no socks or porno or 充气娃娃 lying ard.. whahahahaa

Sunday
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rch home 3+ 4am le.. bathe and dropped to bed like dead!
cos i oredi feeling damn sleepy at his place le..
mmmmm.. slept until nxtday.. 1pm…
had lunch… and went back to sleep ard 3+..
ALL THE WAY until 9pm wake up.. wahahaha….
then at nite 2am slp again… hahaha…
i seldom do this de.. cos when i slp too much, i fall sick
but duno why i managed to do tat ytd!! hahaha..
great leh.. sleep until no nid to eat dinner le… hahahaa…
the rest of the day where i’m awake, i’m at Princess Lulu DVD~
hahahaa and i juz finished the 20ep serial le~~~~

Monday
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hohoho… The Lake House gala~ @ Great World City
thnx to bro’s free tix… heee…
lui and i got to see the movie we wana watch long ago..
keke.. i watched II Mare long ago, way before Sassy Gal..
and i loved it so much then.. the movie left me with such deep impression~
now roles were casted with Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves!
omg if not for such a cast, i am nt sure if i wil wana watch it..
but after watching, i stil find it’s indeed a nice movie!!!! haha!!

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tmr is gonna be a long day.. cos it’s the start of the new sem!
finally… after the long break.. hmmm in fact not v.long la.. haha..