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我是越来越不懂得用言语表达自己了

遇到新朋友也不会主动友善

太多的慰问

我怕人嫌烦 自己也嫌虚伪

我害怕自己会变成虚伪的面孔

所以我坚持做自己

我最不能忍受带着假假的笑容或虚情假意的人

见人说人话 见鬼说鬼话

受不了

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以前我是朋友当中最吵的

现在我竟然可以和朋友整个车程都不说半句话

我也不敢相信那是我

人家可以“煲电话粥”几个钟

现在的我却再也不懂得如何煲粥了

我想不久的将来，我的自我介绍是 “性格：安静”了吧

哈 我的老朋友们，谁会相信啊

改变了就是改变了

不是没法再变

只是再变也已经不是自己

何必呢？

finally.. i got the new lappy.. wholeday bz installing the softwares and transfering files over.. duno got left out anything anot.. i hope not! =X i tink the whole office has changed their lappy except jimmy and me.. hahaa poor us… using tat old and “broken-lookin” labtop.. haiz… if u call tat unfair.. well we’ve finally got the new ones.. though it’s stil damn heavy to carry home.. haiz… if tmr i gt time, i will take pics of the old and new laptops.. u all shall see.. =p

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well well… today was multimedia class again.. hah! asgt1 is out.. together with asgt2.. cos they are both linked.. doin asgt1 means planning and defining my asgt2 at the same time! gotta hand in by aug 23rd (if i nv remember wrongly)!!! omg.. where got time! i tink dsa asgt oso comin out by this weekend.. haiz.. anyway.. my point is.. to all my dear frenz.. no nid to jio me go out le.. i can celebrate my national day with my assignments liao.. Zzzzz.. =X anyway oso no money le.. jul pay out on 26th.. today 1st only and i’m left with 500bucks.. li hai bah?! ahahaa… hosey liao~

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btw btw.. i added many many taiwan celebrities’ blog links by the side.. sometimes it’s quite fun to read.. ppl like fang wen shan.. kang kang… and alot of more.. aiya.. as long as their blogs are unlike those who are only advertising their new albums =S but nevertheless stil nice to read if there are any updates la.. hahaha.. singapore celebrity i dun hv any blogs la.. onli got ding zhi yong ler…. however one of the most entertaining blogs to read though~~ wahhaa…

friday & saturday:
dinner with lui.. as usual.. haha.. sometimes a listening ear is very impt.. lui has been a gd one.. of cos i listened to her too.. haha.. everyone has 2 ears.. so two of us make up a good pair.. ahahaha.. oso had the singtel ktv gathering.. and ended up at geylang for supper again.. hahaa.. hmm this time gathering was juz a mini one, din reali go to the extent to send mass mails or wad.. main purpose is.. we juz wana sing la.. so onli few of us.. hehee..

sunday:
family gathering~ the lunar 7th month praying practice. but i only turn up once in awhile.. i tot i’ll be bored there and leave the earliest, but i stayed thruout the whole noon.. perhaps i only like it when the attention is not on me. haa.. all those questioning, still happened as expected. but thanks to the kids.. they diverted the attention away.. hahaa… before i notice, i was laffing along with them too.

this is quite funny…

as i was leaving.. the kids outside playing shouted “BYE BYE!!!”
one of them shouted “eh but who r u ahh, i duno u~”
-__-” hahahaa.. i dun reali mind la.. kids mahh..
coz i onli turned up in their gatherings once in a blue moon.
when i rch downstairs, they saw me frm the corridor..
they shouted again “there she is! bye bye!!”
HA HA HA HA… kids. -.-“

back home, i felt like doing the same as last sunday gg to sleep off my sunday juz lidat.. then peiyu sms me gym @ 3pm.. hahaa.. i was thinkin onz la.. might as well tire myself to the most and slp early tonite.. hehehehe improvement! i dun find it difficult to complete 20min of treadmill anymore.. and guess wad, i did two 20min with incline today! ahahah.. i used to feel like 天旋地转 after 20min.. hahaa.. perhaps i hv been joggin and oso perhaps i had my ipod.. watching 贺军翔 “我们结婚吧”time passed faster without noticing.. hahaahha and i reali sweated alot! my hair was all wet! wahhahaa… i love the feeling.. hehehe..

tmr new week again. i hope i dun suffer from monday blues tmr bah. it’s gonna be a stressed week again, i guess as long as this sem havent end, it’s always stressed for me. i juz installed JCreator, and staring at my dsa tutorials.. TOTALLY no idea how to code. shit shit… Zzzzz. i tink forget it la.. i go watch tv le.. =D

部落格本来就是一个写东西来发泄情绪的地方，
或许有些人会说，不想被问，那为什么写在网上，
这个问题我思考了很久，
我当然有要share的东西，
相同的，当然也有不想share的东西.
可能那一分钟那一秒钟 就是想写下来..

还有，尤其是那些我不想share的人，
有时我在想。。。。
如果他们偷偷地在读，
不要怪我在这里骂你！
我早就说过不可以share！！
是你自己找的。。不要怪我~~~~~