It’s just so god damn freaking hard to be a parent. Sometimes, it feels like the whole world is going against you, including your own child. Reading up articles and books kinda tell me what I should do, and what I shouldn’t do. But… how is it possible in The Reality?

This is the first time in almost six years, that I feel so defeated tonight. what? It’s just been six years?? And ya, I know it doesn’t get easier when they grow older…… there’s still a long way to go.