September 27, 2005
by ladysuki
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sometimes i feel quite helpless..
but some things are juz beyond my ctrl~
i prefer to let nature take its course..
it’s more comfortable in tat way..
my character is lidat.. “tee-kee” =X
the more u tok to me abt it.. the more i reject it..
end up.. nothin’s done.. so wads the pt, rte?
September 26, 2005
by ladysuki
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nah nah nah.. sobs sobs..
frm 100 marks dropped to 98 marks..
a little bit disappointed~~ hehee..
since when i started setting so high expectations?
i tink i’m influenced by the environment..
perhaps it’s the marking scheme of the school..
if u make no mistakes, u can get full marks..
but i made 2 careless ones.. =(
tot san serif font and serif font are the same..
so they are not! haiz.. ok now i noe it..
and another STUPID-est mistake..
8-sided obj i drew 8 lines so it’s juz 7-sided..
STUPID rite? alrite… fine..u can scold me stupid~~
such an idiot.. hahahah…
aniwae.. last nite wrked late for asgt3..
coz i re-do the whole thing
to get the correct calculation..
until a blur state where i already duno wad i’m typing.. =D
tink ltr gonna be more sleepy in noon..
drinkin 鸳鸯 now le.. hope it helps?
September 25, 2005
by ladysuki
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haa..was out with my family for lunch..as a meal for my birthday @ TPY YumCha.. hmmmm finally, we took a photo together.. actually all along our family has this practise, not reali into birthday celebrations, the most is go out for a meal.. coz we do not eat together often, unless special occasions..e.g. father’s day,birthdays..haha…i drawn it into a “kiddish” pict, not too bad huh? hehee..
after lunch, went home to watch Full House, until it’s time to go out for Steven’s “Bachelor Night”.. haha i tot not too long ago juz went for Beng’s? hehee..now is Steven’s turn le.. i realised all my guy frenz getting married earlier than my gal frenz eh.. hahaha how come ar? hehehee.. hmm anyway i was so engrossed in the show’s mood tat i felt so down when i was on my way to meet them.. but once gathered, back to normal le lah..haha.. we had our dinner at bugis.. and went to a ktv pub at Boat Quay.. oh ya.. thnx to our Boatman, we got a new handsign for Boat Quay.. hahaa.. the pub was quite a nice place though.. but the “drinking session” was quite different from the past, coz there was no forcing of drinkin, no playing of games.. instead there was throwing of darts.. and singing ktv.. first time i sang in so-called “hall”.. hmm din sing well, the voice i heard doesnt sound like my voice at all de -_-” hehee.. but gd experience, nxt time i dare to sing le.. hahaa..
STEVEN.KIK.. if u’re reading.. this comin fri.. wil be ya big day le.. hmmm wish u all the best! hehee…
Sunday
haa.. had a late nite the day before.. thus woke up at 1.30pm today.. keke.. woke up, din do much.. juz ate my lunch and finished watchin the last 2 disc of Full House..hahaa.. i reali like watchin such shows.. hahahaa.. =p can make me laff and cry.. hahaa.. Song Hye Kyo’s tears juz drop like a water-tap naturally and beautifully.. Rain’s acting isnt too bad too.. hmmm.. perhaps life has been too realistic and harsh at time.. tat i began to believe it’s impossible to make a fairy tale happen in life.. hence such fairy tales love stories specially to my liking.. coz u can make everything happen in drama.. hahaa..
but i nv expected after watchin the show, i suddenly into a mood of cleaning up my room! haha.. started wiping my table.. clearin the whole lotta rubbish on my desk.. and oh man.. all the dust.. makes me sneeze! haha.. then changed the bedsheets.. swept the floor.. wow.. all sweat le.. took a bath.. feeling FRESH! hahaa.. and is dinner time! oh no.. this week sure no time to do asgt le.. haha.. nxt week then i wrk harder bah.. date due is 10th Oct..heehe…
“GO GO 加油!”… quoted from Young-jae and Ji-eun Full House”
September 22, 2005
by ladysuki
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Here’s another article tat can make me cry..
duno if it’s a real story..
but i feel like slappin him when he shouted at his mum..
The Story of One-eyed Mother
My mom only had one eye. I hated her… she was such an embarrassment… She cooked for students & teachers…to support the family. There was one occasion during elementary school and my mom came. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school…
“Your mom only has one eye?!?!”…eeeee said a friend. I wished my mom would just disappear from this world. So I said to my mom, “Mom… Why don’t you have the other eye?! If you’re only going to make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?!!!”
My mom did not respond… I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I’d wanted to say all this time…
Maybe it was! because my mom hadn’t punished me, but I didn’t think that I had hurt her feelings very badly. That night… I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me.
I took a look at her, and then turned away. Because of the thing I had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye.
So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful. Then I studied real hard. I left my mother and went to Singapore to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. Then I had kids, too… Now I’m living happily as a successful man. I like it here because it’s a place that doesn’t remind me of my mom. This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when… What?! Who’s this?!
It was my mother…Still with her one eye. I felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. Even my children ran away, scared of my mom’s eye. And I asked her, “Who are you?!” “I don’t know you!!!” as if trying to make that real. I screamed at her, “How dare you come to my house and scare my children!! GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!”
And to this, my mother quietly answered, “Oh, I’m so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,” and she disappeared out of sight.
Thank goodness… She doesn’t recognize me. I was quite relieved. I told myself that I wasn’t going to care, Or think about this for the rest of my life. Then a wave of relief came upon me…
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore. So, lying to my wife that I was going on a business trip, I went.
After the reunion, I went down to the old shack, that I used to call a house… Just out of curiosity. There, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground. But I did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand….It was a letter to me.
“My son…
I think my life has been long enough now…
And… I wont visit Singapore anymore…
But would it be too much to ask if
I wanted you to come visit me once in a while?
I miss you so much..
And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I decided not to go to the school. For you……
And….. I’m sorry that I only have one eye,
and I was an embarrassment for you.
You see, when you were very little,
you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mom, I couldn’t stand watching you having
to grow up with only one eye… So I gave you mine…
I was so proud of my son
that was seeing a whole new world for me,
in my place, with that eye.
I was never upset at you for anything you did..
The couple times that you were angry with me..
I thought to myself, ‘It’s because he loves me..’
My son… Oh, my son… ”
This message has a very deep meaning and is passed to remind people of the goodness they have enjoyed were because of others directly or indirectly. Pause a moment and consider your life! Be thankful of what you have today compared to many millions who do not live lives as you do