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~眼睛是灵魂之窗~ 现在我只剩下半个窗了！

been scare-ed by bro so i went to see a doc last nite.. bro la.. he say eyes leh.. mai siao siao.. wana turn blind issit.. ok ok.. at first i tot of seeing the doc tis mornin, thinkin maybe wakeup it might be ok le.. but come to tink of it.. yah la.. eyes leh.. dun play play~ haha.. so i ran down to the clinic.. i was the last min patient of the clinic.. hahaa..

doc says it’s the dusty air tat causes a pimple to grow in my eye.. oh.. eh-hem.. stupid dez! i din peep into anybody bathing ok~ it was the haze.. it muz be the haze!! but this is so silly.. when it was damn hazy previously, i had no problems.. now the haze has gone down.. then i’ve problem! @_@ anyway now the pimple is grown beneath in between my double eyelids.. I juz applied medicine la.. erghz… i cant see clearly with my left eye.. 世界是蒙蒙的~ Haha.. and it’s painful when i blink leh.. kaoz.. i’ve to cut down my hours spent on PC.. doc says let the eyes rest.. tats y i’m given 2 days of MC!

see the photo below.. my right eyelid can fold in swee swee… but left eyelid cannot fold in liao.. hahahaa

i’m feelin the pain in my left eye..

why do u bear children who will abandon u in future?
u give them all your best u can give..
strive so damn hard to slog your heads off..
swallow all the anger and unfairness at work..
and at the end of the day.. yes, as u’ve wished,
your kids grow up and get all successful in life..
oh they are damn rich.. they give u lotsa money..
and so much of love and sharing and religion-talk..
but they are not sharing abit of love/care/time on their parents..
hmmm…pardon me if i sounded harsh..
but i am juz pissed off..
and errm.. yah… a little worried..
will i become like one of them?
my mind or heart both tells me dun tink so la..
but u might say there is no definite
who knows wad happens in 10 years, 20 yrs..
i seriously juz wana stick to my bloody principle….

…started with an eyebrow trimming session on fri nite.. hee.. with lui.. donkey months since we did eyebrow-trimming! and so-called midnite shopping is soooo lousy.. so many shops are closed lor~ -.-“

Saturday i slept all the way til 1pm~ waahaha syok! Bro finally completed his gigantic MOVE_HOME_Project.. hehee.. at nite we set up the wireless router.. hehee.. and he passed me his table lamp! now i’ve a router and a table lamp and a director-office-chair! hahaa.. i promised myself tat after exams i will start packing my room!! hoho!!

Sunday i slept like dead til 12.30pm.. hahahaa.. and woke up to see Mei’s sms.. hehee.. i tink she has been here for at least 4 times in this month to visit my grandma le..ahah.. we pi li pa la until evening then ard 7pm i went down to mac for dinner and a short study session.. hoho.. the session was short cos 8.30pm got 美女厨房 =p

perhaps i slept too much in the day, i juz couldnt get to sleep at nite.. and didnt hv energy to concentrate on JAVA, so i zoh boh zoh boh until i realised it was 3am -.-“

and now Another Week has started… the cycle goes on and on…..even October is ending.. very soon the year is ending.. hahaa…