oh it’s been a damn long time since i blogged.. no i did not give up blogging!! hahaa.. lemme recall.. this 2 weeks hav been quite a “downtime” for me.. downtime does not hold the same meaning as system downtime where system is not workin.. but my downtime meant feeling v.down~ and very tired~ but still workin! hai.. so sian.. <\/p>\n
perhaps this is the common problem of most ppl in this society nowadays.. always thinkin of running away! hahaahaa… but seems like living in such a society, there is no way out de.. why do people work so hard for? for money to earn a living? for a sense of satisfaction at work when your boss give u a pad on your shoulder says “well done” to u? or just because you cannot dun work? why do i need to get myself in such a poor state to pay the school fees, when after i get my degree, i will continue this kinda life? for a better life? what kinda better life? or issit juz for the money? hmmm come to tink of it, even if u are not in this society, but in some deserts or countryside, ppl also hav to slog their life and yet dun even get to eat a proper meal with rice at all.. and wad are they achieving? or those rich people who are born with a silver spoon.. they spend money as easily as breathing a breath of air.. and wad else do they achieve? millions in business? and then..? err.. where am i gettin.. haiya i duno.. i think i’m writing nonsense again.<\/p>\n\n\n